My Favorite Mistake
"Every mistake has a purpose. I had to make all those mistakes to arrive at this one". The lesson I am trying to learn at the moment is how to not try and fill the void in my life with random men. I have never been one to be in a relationship...not really. I usually have admired my crushes from the side. Referred to as their "best friend". Anytime it starts to become something more than friends men don't tend to stick around. I find myself wondering if my dead people were still alive would I be doing this dating rando's thing? I think I am searching for someone to tell me they are proud of me and want to cancel plans with other people just to sit and talk to me for hours. I want someone to WANT me not need me. Someone who will make me a priority. Someone who will love me unconditionally. I know I am lucky to have felt that kind of love at all. It feels almost greedy to want it again, but I do. I have been looking. But you see the problem with looking is t...